As a believer the only thing I can do is have faith that God will take care of me after I die. Whatever that might mean I can’t imagine. Any speculation about what it might be like is vain because, assuming that our souls are eternal, we can’t form any idea of what the existence of an eternal being might be like.
In Myth and Symbol in Christianity Alan Watts makes the point that “the lot of the souls in heaven is scarcely less dreadful than that of those assigned to hell.” This seemingly paradoxical statement makes perfect sense when you consider that any degree of pleasure will get old some time and therefore will have to be increased, and since pleasure inevitably becomes pain when it is increased without limit, the souls in heaven end up in eternal pain. As for the visions of heaven that focus on being reunited with dead family members, don’t get me started. For me that would be hell from the get go but even assuming it wasn’t, how long before that, or any other scenario, becomes boring and we have nothing to look forward to but eternal grinding boredom? If you alleviate this by including a periodic memory reset then your idea of heaven resembles The Matrix much too closely to be called paradise. What is perhaps even worse than that, you have made God into a cosmic cheat, a deceiver — for the sake of universal salvation, God just becomes Satan.
This is making my head spin. I’ll just have to go back to putting my faith in God.